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I dont own this. credits sa author at kay ladiesconfessions ng pse
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LISAAAAA!!!”, as all of my friends were cheering!
It was my 22nd birthday. I was celebrating it with some of our college friends. We were at the comfort of our home. My boyfriend, Julius, planned a mini-gathering and invited few of our closest friends back in college. It was just 9PM that time and the party was just getting started.
“Hey, babe! Happy Birthday!”, as Julius approached me and gave me a smack on the lips while I was sitting on a heightened chair.
“Thanks, babe! Thank you for inviting everyone to celebrate it with me!”, I politely said.
“No problem po. It's the least that I can do.”, as he kissed me again.
My relationship with Julius has always been a roller coaster ride. Both of us are not perfect, we know that. We have our quarrels and misunderstandings, like normal boyfriend-girlfriend do. But I have a deep dark secret that I was still keeping from him, Alvin. Almost 2 months since Alvin and I had our motel escapades. We continued our communication via text messages, but haven't seen him since. Julius didn't know anything about him or what I've done. It was just a matter of time before I could drop the bomb on him or he might find out himself. For that point in time, I was just going with the flow.
“Happy Birthday, dear! Cheers!”, as one of my girl friends, Nikki, approached me to have a toast.
“Thank you! Thank you!”, as we shot our glasses.
We were in the garage. A long table was set-up for us to use. Alcohol drinks were rum, vodka and tequila. No beer because I didn't like the taste of it. I was focusing on the tequila, because it's one of my favorites. Junk food, pork bbq, chicken finger and buttered corn were among the dishes served that night. If I could still recall, we were 9 that evening including me and Julius.
“So, musta naman ang buhay buhay, ha, Mare?”, as Nikki suddenly asked.
“Okay naman. Stress sa trabaho. Palagi kasing madaming paper works na kailangang asikasuhin. And knowing my boss, she wouldn't let the deadline to be extended.”, I told her.
“Ha ha! Ganyan talaga, girl, sa banking company. Puro papel ang inaatupag. Bakit hindi ka na lang lumipat sa iba kung stress ka lagi?”, she wondered.
“Tiyagain ko muna doon. Since, kaka-start pa lang naman. And kuha muna ako experience para pwede na akong mag demand ng salary sa susunod kong aapplyan.”
“May point ka diyan. Oh, siya! Maginom na lang tayo.”, Nikki got up from her seat to get more tequila.
She poured my shot glass with it, handed a lemon and the salt dispenser. We clanged glasses before we did our shots. I have no concerns getting drunk that night because it was my birthday and I was at the comfort of home. If ever I'd passed out, Julius can accompany me to my bedroom. For that night, I should just have fun and not to worry of anything.
“LISAAAA!!!”, as Mon, one of my best buds back in college shouted.
“BAKIT??!?!”, as I played along.
Mon put his arm across my should. “Thank you ah! Enjoy kami sa party mo! Wuhoooo!”, obviously, he was already drunk.
“Ha ha! Lasing ka na, Mon!”, I told him.
“Ako?! Hindi ah!! Malaki ang kargada ko! Tara inom pa tayo!”, as he invited me to sip a shot of his glass with rum in it.
I got his glass and drank it straight up. Ugh! I don't really like rums but I'd prefer it over a bottle of beer. Drinking beers would only make my stomach ache. That's why I hated it. That's why I didn't buy any. I know my guy friends would suggest it but it's my party, my house, my rules that night.
“Nice! Apir!”, as we exchanged high fives.
“Grabe! Ang tapang ng timpla mo!”, as my face was like sickening.
“Ha ha! Okay nga eh, parang wala lang sakin. Happy Birthday ulit, Lisa!”, as he gave me a peck on the cheek.
“Thanks, Mon!”
Every time a friend approached me, he/she invites me for a toast. Different mixes of alcohol were already inside my belly. I was getting dizzy but still okay and could go on for hours more. The atmosphere was so fun! Everybody was laughing and singing. It was full of joy! I was so thankful to those guys for celebrating my day with me.
I was just beside Julius when my phone began vibrating inside my pocket. When I pulled it out, it was Alvin, he was calling me. I didn't answer it because Julius might question it, hence, I dropped his call. Seconds after, Alvin sent me a text message...
Alvin: Bakit ayaw mong sagutin?
Me: Bakit ka ba tumatawag?
As I discreetly hid my phone from Julius' sight so I could reply to Alvin.
Alvin: Babatiin sana kita. Birthday mo ngayon diba?
Me: How did you know?!
Alvin: Haha! Uhm, because we have a common friend, Dee?
Me: Ugh! Oo, birthday ko ngayon at katabi ko boyfriend ko, so, huwag ka munang magtext!
Alvin: Eh ano naman? Iba pangalan ko diyan sa phone mo diba? Hindi na niya mahahalata yan. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Me: Thanks! Sige na, may ginagawa pa ako.
Alvin: Teka lang, ito naman! Magusap pa tayo.
“Babe, sino yan?”, was shocked when Julius suddenly asked me.
“Ha? Ka-officemate ko, babe. Bumati lang.”, as I slid my phone inside my pocket and quickly got my drink to take a sip.
“Ah, okay. Gusto mo pa ng tequila? Ubos na yang iniinom mo.”, Julius offered me.
“Sure! Ok lang, babe.”, as I gave my glass.
That was a close call. If he would have had got my phone to check it, then the perfect night might not end very well. I'm sure there'll be a quarrel between us. An intense one because he was already consuming too much alcohol at that point. It's a recipe for disaster, if ever. But fortunately though, he's not the type. He would not bother checking my phone out, as long as I'd do the same. Which, on my end, it's a win-win.
My party went on. It was passed 11PM and everybody was starting to get noisier. Signs that they were getting tipsy. I was controlling my pace, though. I didn't want to be the first person to drop in bed. Sometimes, I come in and out of the house to walk my dizziness off. Also, to check if Alvin was still annoying me. Thank God, he didn't send another text message after his last one.
I was in the kitchen to grab a glass of water for a friend when Julius followed me...
“Babe! Are you okay?”, Julius asked.
“Yes po. I'm still fine.”, confidently told him.
“Good!”, and then he wrapped his arms around my waist and began kissing me on the lips.
His hands moved swiftly down to butt cheeks. He squeezed it a bit. “Hmmm...”, as I gave a little moan inside his mouth. Our tongues were engaged in a matter of seconds. Julius pinned my back on the kitchen counter. Then, quickly, his right hand went inside my maong shorts from the back. It reached my ass and groped it. I was submitting to him when I heard a voice...
“Lisa? San ka?”, it was Nikki.
We immediately stopped and fixed ourselves. “Bakit? Nandito ako sa kusina.”, as I shouted. When Nikki came in, Julius and I pretended that nothing happened.
“Oh, bakit?”, I asked her.
“Sorry to disturb you guys, ha ha! May naghahanap kasi sayo sa labas. Naka kotse. Hindi ko naman kilala kung sino.”, as she explained.
“Huh? Sino yun?”, sounded confused.
“May ineexpect ka pa bang bisita, babe?”, Julius followed.
“Hm, alam ko kayo lang ininvite ko. Teka, check ko kung sino 'yon.”, as the three of us walked outside the house.
Julius accompanied me outside. After I looked around, the car from afar was a familiar one. Only a couple of seconds when it finally sinked into my mind, it was Alvin's car!
“Babe, sino 'yon? Kilala mo?”, my boyfriend questioned.
I really didn't know what to say to him at that point. “Ah, oo, taga dito lang din 'yon. Childhood friend ko.”, as I alibied. “Diyan ka muna, babe, puntahan ko lang sandali.”, I instructed Julius to wait for me in front of the gate.
“God, what the hell is he doing?”, I was thinking that for myself while walking towards Alvin's car.
Alvin opened his car's door and went down before I could even get near it. “Hi! Happy Birthday!”, with a grim on his face.
“Anung ginagawa mo dito?!”, as quietly as I could. I was preventing to voice it out so Julius could not hear our conversation.
“Gusto lang naman kita batiin in person. Masam ba 'yon?”, Alvin said.
“Siraulo ka ba?! Nandiyan yung boyfriend ko oh!”
“Eh ano namna? Hindi pa niya ako kilala. I have no worries, he he!”
“Fuck! Can you just go home, please? You are not welcome here!”, I was starting to get irritated and nervous at the same time.
“Kararting ko lang, papauwiin mo na ako kaagad? How rude, Lisa. He he!”
“Basta! Ayokong nandito ka! Please lang, Alvin! Please!”, begged him.
“Pakilala mo lang ako sa boyfriend ko then I will go. I promise!”, he smiled.
“As what? The guy who fucked me twice?! Baliw ka na talaga noh?!”
“Ayaw mo? Gusto mo ako magpakilala? Isang sigaw lang naman eh.”
“Just don't! Please lang!”, as I stared at him with eyes wide opened.
“Okay. Okay. Ipakilala mo lang ako as a friend then I won't bother you na. That's it!”
“GOD!! You're just an asshole, do you know that?!”
“And you love fucking this ahole, am I right?”
“UGH!! FINE!!”, as I walked back to the house.
Alvin was just behind me. Julius, meanwhile, was still patiently waiting for us. And when we got closer, I introduced Alvin...
“Babe, meet Alvin. As I said earlier, kababata ko siya.”, my nervousness has sky-rocketed. “Alvin, this is Julius, my boyfriend.”
“Hi, bro. Nice to meet you!”, as Alvin offered a hand shake.
“Alvin, nice to meet you too, bro.”, Julius offered his.
That might have been the most awkward thing that ever happened in my entire life! The guy I love and the guy I fucked, met in my freaking birthday! In my goddamn home! How weirder can it get?
“I've heard so much about you, bro. Lagi ka kasing nakukwento sakin ni Lisa.”, Alvin told Julius.
“Ah talaga? Well, weird, I've never heard anything about you from her.”, my boyfriend was beginning to wonder.
“Eh kasi, babe, wala lang naman din akong ikekwento tungkol kay Alvin kaya hindi ko nasasabi sa'yo. Tsaka minsan lang naman kami magkapagusap niyan kaya minsan nakakalimutan ko na.”, stupid reasons came out from my mouth.
“Ah, okay. Bro, baka gusto mong shot? Madaing alak sa loob.”, he suddenly invited Alvin.
“Okay lang, bro, thanks! Dumaan lang naman ako para batiin si Lisa.”
“Oo nga, babe. Tsaka may work pa siya tomorrow. Maaga pasok niya”, I quickly followed through.
“Maaga pa naman, babe, eh. I'm sure Alvin wouldn't mind a couple of drinks, diba? Unless, may tinatago kayo?”, Julius said.
“HUH?!”, shocked on what he said.
“Joke lang, babe! Ikaw naman! Ha ha! Tara na, get inside, bro.”, he insisted.
“Well, sige.”, Alvin went inside after Julius.
What in the world just happened there?! Now I was thinking how can I divert my attention from Alvin. I'm sure I will be distracted the whole night, but I was finding a way to avoid any interaction from him, physically and even verbally. God, help me!
Julius introduced Alvin to the folks. Alvin then shook everyone's hand before settling on a seat across where I was seated. Julius and I went back and continued the party. One of my guy friends handed Alvin an empty glass and just told him to get any drink he wanted.
I still couldn't believe Alvin was sitting in front of me. My mood went to silent mode when he arrived. Some of friends noticed it but I just told them that I was getting tipsy, just another alibi to divert the topic.
Nikki came to me. “Pst! Ok ka lang, dear?”, she asked.
“Oo naman! I'm good. Medyo hilo lang.”
“Don't drink na. If you want to rest, then go.”, she said.
“No! I'm fine. Inom pa tayo. Maaga pa! He he!”, as I laughed it off.
“That's my girl!”, she poured another round of tequila in my glass. “By the way, sino yang Alvin na 'yan? He's cute ah.”, as Nikki whispered.
“Ah, kababata ko and taga dito lang din, malapit lang.”
“Is he single?”
“I think so. Hay nako, huwag ka na diyan. Humanap ka na lang ng iba.”, I swayed her.
“Bakit naman? He's a hooker. Bagay kami, ha ha!”, as she giggled hardly.
“Basta, girl! I think he's a player.”, which is so true.
“I don't mind playing with him, though. You know me, I like playing games!”, as she sipped her drink.
Nikki was really into Alvin. But I was trying to protect my friend for getting hurt, if ever they hook up one day. Or, there's just one side of me that I was being selfish and only wanted Alvin's attention to be focused on me alone. It sounded funny and weird but at the time, it was the way I felt for him.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LISAAAAA!!!”, as all of my friends were cheering!
It was my 22nd birthday. I was celebrating it with some of our college friends. We were at the comfort of our home. My boyfriend, Julius, planned a mini-gathering and invited few of our closest friends back in college. It was just 9PM that time and the party was just getting started.
“Hey, babe! Happy Birthday!”, as Julius approached me and gave me a smack on the lips while I was sitting on a heightened chair.
“Thanks, babe! Thank you for inviting everyone to celebrate it with me!”, I politely said.
“No problem po. It's the least that I can do.”, as he kissed me again.
My relationship with Julius has always been a roller coaster ride. Both of us are not perfect, we know that. We have our quarrels and misunderstandings, like normal boyfriend-girlfriend do. But I have a deep dark secret that I was still keeping from him, Alvin. Almost 2 months since Alvin and I had our motel escapades. We continued our communication via text messages, but haven't seen him since. Julius didn't know anything about him or what I've done. It was just a matter of time before I could drop the bomb on him or he might find out himself. For that point in time, I was just going with the flow.
“Happy Birthday, dear! Cheers!”, as one of my girl friends, Nikki, approached me to have a toast.
“Thank you! Thank you!”, as we shot our glasses.
We were in the garage. A long table was set-up for us to use. Alcohol drinks were rum, vodka and tequila. No beer because I didn't like the taste of it. I was focusing on the tequila, because it's one of my favorites. Junk food, pork bbq, chicken finger and buttered corn were among the dishes served that night. If I could still recall, we were 9 that evening including me and Julius.
“So, musta naman ang buhay buhay, ha, Mare?”, as Nikki suddenly asked.
“Okay naman. Stress sa trabaho. Palagi kasing madaming paper works na kailangang asikasuhin. And knowing my boss, she wouldn't let the deadline to be extended.”, I told her.
“Ha ha! Ganyan talaga, girl, sa banking company. Puro papel ang inaatupag. Bakit hindi ka na lang lumipat sa iba kung stress ka lagi?”, she wondered.
“Tiyagain ko muna doon. Since, kaka-start pa lang naman. And kuha muna ako experience para pwede na akong mag demand ng salary sa susunod kong aapplyan.”
“May point ka diyan. Oh, siya! Maginom na lang tayo.”, Nikki got up from her seat to get more tequila.
She poured my shot glass with it, handed a lemon and the salt dispenser. We clanged glasses before we did our shots. I have no concerns getting drunk that night because it was my birthday and I was at the comfort of home. If ever I'd passed out, Julius can accompany me to my bedroom. For that night, I should just have fun and not to worry of anything.
“LISAAAA!!!”, as Mon, one of my best buds back in college shouted.
“BAKIT??!?!”, as I played along.
Mon put his arm across my should. “Thank you ah! Enjoy kami sa party mo! Wuhoooo!”, obviously, he was already drunk.
“Ha ha! Lasing ka na, Mon!”, I told him.
“Ako?! Hindi ah!! Malaki ang kargada ko! Tara inom pa tayo!”, as he invited me to sip a shot of his glass with rum in it.
I got his glass and drank it straight up. Ugh! I don't really like rums but I'd prefer it over a bottle of beer. Drinking beers would only make my stomach ache. That's why I hated it. That's why I didn't buy any. I know my guy friends would suggest it but it's my party, my house, my rules that night.
“Nice! Apir!”, as we exchanged high fives.
“Grabe! Ang tapang ng timpla mo!”, as my face was like sickening.
“Ha ha! Okay nga eh, parang wala lang sakin. Happy Birthday ulit, Lisa!”, as he gave me a peck on the cheek.
“Thanks, Mon!”
Every time a friend approached me, he/she invites me for a toast. Different mixes of alcohol were already inside my belly. I was getting dizzy but still okay and could go on for hours more. The atmosphere was so fun! Everybody was laughing and singing. It was full of joy! I was so thankful to those guys for celebrating my day with me.
I was just beside Julius when my phone began vibrating inside my pocket. When I pulled it out, it was Alvin, he was calling me. I didn't answer it because Julius might question it, hence, I dropped his call. Seconds after, Alvin sent me a text message...
Alvin: Bakit ayaw mong sagutin?
Me: Bakit ka ba tumatawag?
As I discreetly hid my phone from Julius' sight so I could reply to Alvin.
Alvin: Babatiin sana kita. Birthday mo ngayon diba?
Me: How did you know?!
Alvin: Haha! Uhm, because we have a common friend, Dee?
Me: Ugh! Oo, birthday ko ngayon at katabi ko boyfriend ko, so, huwag ka munang magtext!
Alvin: Eh ano naman? Iba pangalan ko diyan sa phone mo diba? Hindi na niya mahahalata yan. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Me: Thanks! Sige na, may ginagawa pa ako.
Alvin: Teka lang, ito naman! Magusap pa tayo.
“Babe, sino yan?”, was shocked when Julius suddenly asked me.
“Ha? Ka-officemate ko, babe. Bumati lang.”, as I slid my phone inside my pocket and quickly got my drink to take a sip.
“Ah, okay. Gusto mo pa ng tequila? Ubos na yang iniinom mo.”, Julius offered me.
“Sure! Ok lang, babe.”, as I gave my glass.
That was a close call. If he would have had got my phone to check it, then the perfect night might not end very well. I'm sure there'll be a quarrel between us. An intense one because he was already consuming too much alcohol at that point. It's a recipe for disaster, if ever. But fortunately though, he's not the type. He would not bother checking my phone out, as long as I'd do the same. Which, on my end, it's a win-win.
My party went on. It was passed 11PM and everybody was starting to get noisier. Signs that they were getting tipsy. I was controlling my pace, though. I didn't want to be the first person to drop in bed. Sometimes, I come in and out of the house to walk my dizziness off. Also, to check if Alvin was still annoying me. Thank God, he didn't send another text message after his last one.
I was in the kitchen to grab a glass of water for a friend when Julius followed me...
“Babe! Are you okay?”, Julius asked.
“Yes po. I'm still fine.”, confidently told him.
“Good!”, and then he wrapped his arms around my waist and began kissing me on the lips.
His hands moved swiftly down to butt cheeks. He squeezed it a bit. “Hmmm...”, as I gave a little moan inside his mouth. Our tongues were engaged in a matter of seconds. Julius pinned my back on the kitchen counter. Then, quickly, his right hand went inside my maong shorts from the back. It reached my ass and groped it. I was submitting to him when I heard a voice...
“Lisa? San ka?”, it was Nikki.
We immediately stopped and fixed ourselves. “Bakit? Nandito ako sa kusina.”, as I shouted. When Nikki came in, Julius and I pretended that nothing happened.
“Oh, bakit?”, I asked her.
“Sorry to disturb you guys, ha ha! May naghahanap kasi sayo sa labas. Naka kotse. Hindi ko naman kilala kung sino.”, as she explained.
“Huh? Sino yun?”, sounded confused.
“May ineexpect ka pa bang bisita, babe?”, Julius followed.
“Hm, alam ko kayo lang ininvite ko. Teka, check ko kung sino 'yon.”, as the three of us walked outside the house.
Julius accompanied me outside. After I looked around, the car from afar was a familiar one. Only a couple of seconds when it finally sinked into my mind, it was Alvin's car!
“Babe, sino 'yon? Kilala mo?”, my boyfriend questioned.
I really didn't know what to say to him at that point. “Ah, oo, taga dito lang din 'yon. Childhood friend ko.”, as I alibied. “Diyan ka muna, babe, puntahan ko lang sandali.”, I instructed Julius to wait for me in front of the gate.
“God, what the hell is he doing?”, I was thinking that for myself while walking towards Alvin's car.
Alvin opened his car's door and went down before I could even get near it. “Hi! Happy Birthday!”, with a grim on his face.
“Anung ginagawa mo dito?!”, as quietly as I could. I was preventing to voice it out so Julius could not hear our conversation.
“Gusto lang naman kita batiin in person. Masam ba 'yon?”, Alvin said.
“Siraulo ka ba?! Nandiyan yung boyfriend ko oh!”
“Eh ano namna? Hindi pa niya ako kilala. I have no worries, he he!”
“Fuck! Can you just go home, please? You are not welcome here!”, I was starting to get irritated and nervous at the same time.
“Kararting ko lang, papauwiin mo na ako kaagad? How rude, Lisa. He he!”
“Basta! Ayokong nandito ka! Please lang, Alvin! Please!”, begged him.
“Pakilala mo lang ako sa boyfriend ko then I will go. I promise!”, he smiled.
“As what? The guy who fucked me twice?! Baliw ka na talaga noh?!”
“Ayaw mo? Gusto mo ako magpakilala? Isang sigaw lang naman eh.”
“Just don't! Please lang!”, as I stared at him with eyes wide opened.
“Okay. Okay. Ipakilala mo lang ako as a friend then I won't bother you na. That's it!”
“GOD!! You're just an asshole, do you know that?!”
“And you love fucking this ahole, am I right?”
“UGH!! FINE!!”, as I walked back to the house.
Alvin was just behind me. Julius, meanwhile, was still patiently waiting for us. And when we got closer, I introduced Alvin...
“Babe, meet Alvin. As I said earlier, kababata ko siya.”, my nervousness has sky-rocketed. “Alvin, this is Julius, my boyfriend.”
“Hi, bro. Nice to meet you!”, as Alvin offered a hand shake.
“Alvin, nice to meet you too, bro.”, Julius offered his.
That might have been the most awkward thing that ever happened in my entire life! The guy I love and the guy I fucked, met in my freaking birthday! In my goddamn home! How weirder can it get?
“I've heard so much about you, bro. Lagi ka kasing nakukwento sakin ni Lisa.”, Alvin told Julius.
“Ah talaga? Well, weird, I've never heard anything about you from her.”, my boyfriend was beginning to wonder.
“Eh kasi, babe, wala lang naman din akong ikekwento tungkol kay Alvin kaya hindi ko nasasabi sa'yo. Tsaka minsan lang naman kami magkapagusap niyan kaya minsan nakakalimutan ko na.”, stupid reasons came out from my mouth.
“Ah, okay. Bro, baka gusto mong shot? Madaing alak sa loob.”, he suddenly invited Alvin.
“Okay lang, bro, thanks! Dumaan lang naman ako para batiin si Lisa.”
“Oo nga, babe. Tsaka may work pa siya tomorrow. Maaga pasok niya”, I quickly followed through.
“Maaga pa naman, babe, eh. I'm sure Alvin wouldn't mind a couple of drinks, diba? Unless, may tinatago kayo?”, Julius said.
“HUH?!”, shocked on what he said.
“Joke lang, babe! Ikaw naman! Ha ha! Tara na, get inside, bro.”, he insisted.
“Well, sige.”, Alvin went inside after Julius.
What in the world just happened there?! Now I was thinking how can I divert my attention from Alvin. I'm sure I will be distracted the whole night, but I was finding a way to avoid any interaction from him, physically and even verbally. God, help me!
Julius introduced Alvin to the folks. Alvin then shook everyone's hand before settling on a seat across where I was seated. Julius and I went back and continued the party. One of my guy friends handed Alvin an empty glass and just told him to get any drink he wanted.
I still couldn't believe Alvin was sitting in front of me. My mood went to silent mode when he arrived. Some of friends noticed it but I just told them that I was getting tipsy, just another alibi to divert the topic.
Nikki came to me. “Pst! Ok ka lang, dear?”, she asked.
“Oo naman! I'm good. Medyo hilo lang.”
“Don't drink na. If you want to rest, then go.”, she said.
“No! I'm fine. Inom pa tayo. Maaga pa! He he!”, as I laughed it off.
“That's my girl!”, she poured another round of tequila in my glass. “By the way, sino yang Alvin na 'yan? He's cute ah.”, as Nikki whispered.
“Ah, kababata ko and taga dito lang din, malapit lang.”
“Is he single?”
“I think so. Hay nako, huwag ka na diyan. Humanap ka na lang ng iba.”, I swayed her.
“Bakit naman? He's a hooker. Bagay kami, ha ha!”, as she giggled hardly.
“Basta, girl! I think he's a player.”, which is so true.
“I don't mind playing with him, though. You know me, I like playing games!”, as she sipped her drink.
Nikki was really into Alvin. But I was trying to protect my friend for getting hurt, if ever they hook up one day. Or, there's just one side of me that I was being selfish and only wanted Alvin's attention to be focused on me alone. It sounded funny and weird but at the time, it was the way I felt for him.