First, I want to emphasize that every individual has different interests and preferences when it comes to their sexual fantasies, and that's perfectly normal as long as they don't harm anyone or cross any boundaries.
Watching pornography with specific plotlines such as cheating does not necessarily mean that you have intentions to do so in real life. These are scripted scenarios created for the purpose of entertainment and fantasies, and they can be entirely separate from your real-life actions and behavior.
If you find watching such content arousing, it doesn't necessarily make you a bad person, as long as you can distinguish between fantasy and reality and you don't break any trust or cause any harm in your relationship.
However, it's also important to have open and honest communication with your partner about these things. You should consider discussing your fantasies with your boyfriend, if you're comfortable with that. There's a chance he may understand or even share some similar interests, and such discussions can actually improve intimacy and understanding between couples.
Creating an audio (POV style) as a means to "live" your fantasies can also be an interesting outlet for your desires, as long as you're comfortable with it, it doesn't infringe upon anyone's consent, and it remains within the realm of fantasy and does not lead to harmful behavior.
Lastly, should your fantasies or consumption of such content begin to interfere with your relationship, your personal life, or your mental health, it might be a good idea to seek advice from a professional, such as a therapist or a counselor. They can provide more personalized advice and strategies to help you navigate any difficulties or concerns you might have.
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