Chapter 6 (part 2 of 2)
"You mean, both Roger and I may have been drugged?"
"Yes, yan lang naisip ko to explain your outrageous actions. Both of you acted way differently than you would usually do. Parang you were led by the nose, and became incapable of sound reasoning. Instead lumabas yung primal desires nyo, lust, libog or whatever you call it."
"OO, that must be it!" Napatayo bigla si Lily at muling napahagulgol.
"These days, I've been thinking hard and asked myself, 'How could I have let them do that to me?' I thought I was going crazy, but I couldn't accept how I have been so weak at that point. So they must have drugged me? Right?"
Her final words were less of a question than a sort of affirmation. It seems to be the key to her opening up, to coming to terms of everything that happened.
"So ano ba talaga nangyari?" Tanong ni Patty.
"Jake, that sonofabitch brought another man over. It was an old man, almost in his sixties, I think. Mataba, hindi masyadong katangkaran, at maitim."
"Sounds like an ugly guy."
"Yes, ang pangit nga nya. Ang laki pa ng tiyan. Anyway, he came and said hello as I was coming out of the bathroom, still naked. I was shocked and told Jake to drive the old man away. But he told me the guy was there just to watch. I was not convinced, so I asked Jake to bring my husband in. I think I was already screaming at him that time."
"So Jake called Jana. Jana sent a video over, as a reply. It was a video of Roger fucking another girl. It was a young pretty girl, almost like a teenager. She was riding Roger's cock while Jana was grinding on top of Roger's head. I couldn't see his face, both I know it was him because I can hear his grunts and groans."
"I couldn't believe it. It seemed that my world stopped. I was hurt, mad, and resentful. At that point, Jake didn't even need to coax me. He just fondled me over my breasts, my butt, and my pussy and I just let him. Then he fucked me- fucked me really, really hard, much harder than before. He was telling me it was my revenge sex. And told me, I should get even with my husband. I kept hearing it from him, eventually I felt he was right."
"Everything happened so fast. The next thing I knew the old man had already joined us."
"While Jake was banging me from behind, the old man pulled his pants down and came to my face. Grabbing my chin, he was trying to poke my mouth with his fat dick. I refused and moved my head away."
"Sabi ko kay Jake. '**** ka Jake, sabi mo manonood lang itong bisita mo?"
"Then narinig ko syang tumawa. Sabi pa nya, "Babe, pagbigyan mo na ang matandang yan. Baka atakihin yan sa puso pag hindi nailabas ang init ng katawan nya."
"Sa narinig kong pagtawag sa akin ni Jake ng 'Babe' ay uminit na naman ang ulo ko. Naisip ko ang asawa ko na marahil ay nag-eenjoy sa piling ng iba ng mga oras na iyun. At bigla kung naisip ang paulit ulit na sabi ni Jake na Revenge Sex. Revenge sex ito diba? Naisip ko, kung mas wild, mas magandang revenge. Kaya naman, tumingin ako sa matabang matanda sa harap ko. Ang pangit nga nya, at nakangisi pa itong nakapa-beywang. Parang nag-aantay lang."
"Hinawakan ko yung mataba nyang burat. Hindi kasinglaki ng kay Jake, pero ang taba taba nito. Hindi kasya sa isang buong kamay ko ang katabaan nito. Nagulat rin ako sa anyo ng burat nito. Parang may butlig butlig ito. Ang gaspang sa pakiramdam."
"Ang sabi ng matanda, mga bolitas daw yun. Sadyang pinalagay nya for added pleasure."
"So ayun, while Jake was fucking me from behind, yung matanda nasa harap ko at tinutusok-tusok nya ang mukha ko gamit ang mataba nyang burat. Nainis ako at tinangkang hawiin ang burat nya, pero hindi ako masyado makagalaw dahil hawak-hawak ako ni Jake sa beywang habang binabayo nya ng dahan dahan."
"Tuwing tinatabig ko ang burat ng matanda, binabayo ako ni Jake ng pagkalakas-lakas. Napapasigaw talaga ako tuwing binibilisan nya. Until, I told him to slow down dahil hindi ko talaga kaya ang intensity."
"He told me if I grabbed the old man's dick again and play with it, then he would slow down. So after a struggle, I gave in and touched the guy's disgusting cock. And true to his word, Jake became much gentler and steadier in his movements. It gave me time to catch my breath."
"Honestly, at that point, naghalo na rin ang libog, takot, at pagkamangha sa katinuan ko. I had already cummed many times from Jake's fucking then. And the presence of another cock, added a different kind of pleasure. Ewan ko, hindi ko talaga maintindihan. Basta ng sinabihan ako ng matanda na itaas-baba ang kamay ko sa burat nya, ginawa ko na din lang."
"Narinig ko ang sinabi ng matanda na kamay ko pa lang daw, ang sarap na sa pakiramdam. Paano pa daw pag pussy ko na natikman nya?"
"I told him na h'wag na siyang umasa, at hanggang handjob lang ako sa kanya. Natawa lang ito at sinabing, sure Babe."
"Again ng marinig akong sinabihan ng "Babe" ng matanda, naisip ko na naman si Roger. Nagpanting tenga ko at parang sinilaban sa galit ang pagkatao ko. Kaya ayun, may kasamang galit na ang bawat hagod ko sa gurang na burat nya, yung parang pinipiga ko ito, tapos sabay hila. Akala ko ay magagalit ito o mawawalan ng gana, bagkus ay nasarapan pa ito lalo."
"Ganyan nga… ganyan nga, sabi nito sa akin sabay ungol. Tumigas pa lalo ang uten nya. Ibang klase rin ang matandang iyon. Hindi sya normal, alam ko medyo masakit ang pagkakahawak ko, pero hindi nya ito alintana."
"Ang bastos ng bibig nya. Sabi pa nya, "How's daddy's cock? You like it bitch?"
"Paulit-ulit nya itong sinasabi. Pilit nya akong pinapasagot, pero ayaw ko. Then hinawakan nya ang mukha ko. At inulit ulit ang tanong. Jake suddenly rammed me from behind, and he kept his massive cock inside while pinning me in place. My pussy was so stuffed, but with Jake behind and the old man in front, I couldn't do anything. When the old man asked me again, I knew I had to respond."
"I told him he was not my daddy, and I'm no slut."
"He was displeased and told me that at that moment, I was his daughter, and Jake was my older brother. And that I was their family slut. **** yun, incest plays pala gusto ng matanda. Narinig ko na rin lang na napatawa si Jake sa likod ko, at ramdam ko rin na mas dinikit pa nya lalo katawan nya sa akin at ang burat nya talagang nakapaslak pang lalo sa pussy ko. It felt electrifying, but uncomfortable at the same time."
"I refused to call him Daddy, but the two were in tandem, I again had to helplessly relent. So I called him Daddy. It pleased him. I told him that I was his slut. And he was satisfied. Again and again he made me say it. It was shameful, but then Jake started to pull his cock, and my pussy felt that it was finally given a break. But the relief was short-lived. He rammed me back and forth again, and he was merciless. He moved like a piston, so I felt my body on fire once more. I was moaning and writhing, my head was spinning, and my mind was blank, I just heard myself shouting "Daddy, I'm cumming aGGaaiiinn…"
"Moments after that, Jake took out his cock and quickly moved in front and splashed my face with his cum. At that time, feeling ko super slut ko talaga. I was holding an old man's cock, and another person sprayed semen on my face like it was nothing. I just laid there on all fours, my body was still shaking from my orgasm. My mouth was open because I was gasping for air. I thought I'd get some rest, but the old man suddenly shoved his cock in my mouth."
"It was so fat. It nearly got me choked."
"He slightly slapped my cheek, so I'd stretched my mouth wider. 'Buka' sabi pa nya. Instinctively I did, because I was gasping nga for air, which gave him more room to slid his cock. Yung unang ulos nya, medyo marahas, like he was trying to find out how much of his meat can fit in my mouth. As he did that, I was looking at his eyes. He had that unmasked lust written all over his face. He was even slightly trembling."
"Finally, after thinking that I'd passed out from the lack of oxygen, he removed his cock, completely satisfied. Tears leaked out of my eyes, because of suffocation. I said 'tama na' as I coughed."
"Beg Daddy then, he said"
"Daddy please, tama na? Ang nanghihinang sabi ko."
"Of course, hindi sya tumigil. Ang sabi pa ng matanda: "But today is Daddy's first time with little Lily. I promise, Daddy will be gentler."
"With Jake's help, the old man made me kneel. Then he told me to lick his dick, which I did. He told me what to do, inch by inch of his fat cock. He was especially proud of his bumps. He told me, I would soon feel them in my pussy. I was too tired to even argue. After licking him all over, he told me to suck his cock. Fortunately, he didn't force as much of his cock in. He just let me do it at my own pace. I think, hindi umabot sa kalahati ang kinaya ko, sa sobrang taba nga."
"Then he laid down on his back. He told me to place myself on top of him, in 69 position. Sunud-sunoran lang talaga akong parang manika. Then sinabi nyang i-blowjob ko sya ulit, which I did. Habang subo-subo ko ang burat nya, abala naman siya sa puke ko. Gamit ang kamay nya kinakali-kalikot nya tumbong ko, habang dinidila-dilaan nya clit ko. Para akong nakuryente. Mas ginanahan naman ito at kinain na nga ang pussy ko ng buong-buo."
"I think I again came while he was eating me. I just remembered he ate my pussy so well, I blanked out for a while. He then moved me on my back then he placed himself on top of me. I was too confused or tired to even complain as I felt the tip of his cock rubbing my pussy hole. I had already orgasmed too many times, so the spot was terribly sensitive. Him rubbing me there jolted me awake, so I had to plead "Daddy tama na, please?"
"Hindi sya nakinig at tuluyan na ngang pinasok ang puke ko. Napasinghap agad ako, feeling ko sobrang na-stretched ako, kahit hindi gaanong kahaba ang sa kanya. Kakaibang sensasyon din ang dala ng mga butlig butlig nyang may bolitas. Sabi pa nya, ang ingay ko daw. Hinalikan din nya ako ng ilang beses. Tinanggap ko lahat iyon pati laway nya, dahil sobrang wala na ako sa sarili. Gumanti din ako ng halik, nawala na sa isip ko na may asawa akong tao."
"Mula sa simula, ibayong pagbayo agad ang natanggap ko sa kanya. Matanda at tabain ang taong iyon, kaya akala ko hingalin ito, pero sobrang bilis nya bumarurot. Hindi nagtagal, nilabasan agad ako. Kinutya pa nya ako, ambilis ko daw labasan, tapos ang arte-arte kong tumanggi pa sa kanya sa simula. Sobrang hiyang hiya ako sa sarili ko."
"After that he changed into several positions- doggy, spoon, reverse cowgirl, basta sobrang dami. Sobra akong napagod dahil bawat pag-iba namin ng posisyon, nagawa nya akong mag orgasm. Lantang lanta na ako at that point, and to think, once pa lang sya labasan. Marami pang mga nangyari. Hindi normal ang fetish ng matandang iyon. Ayaw ko nang balikan pa ito."
"Ate, sa tingin mo napakadumi ko nang babae? Dahil pagkatapos ng lahat, nang bumalik na ako sa katinuan, iyan lang ang naisip ko."
Habang naglalahad ang asawa ko nang saloobin nya, labis talaga ang pagkagulat ko. Napamura ako sa aking isip at sobrang muhi ko sa matandang naka-iskor sa misis ko. Mukhang na trauma ang misis ko dahil sa tindi ng experience nya.
Pero hindi ko maiwasang maglibog din sa pagbubunyag na ito. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko na parang sinilaban. Ang tindi ng sakit, ramdam ko sa puso ko. Pero naroon din ang tindi ng pagnanasa. Mas lalo akong nanabik na makuha at mapanood ang video na sabi ni Jake ay binigay nya kay Lily.
Ang klaro sa sinabi ng asawa ko, nag-enjoy ito sa pagkantot sa kanya, pero sobrang may guilt ito sa nangyari kaya hindi maka-move on. Ang naisip ko lang, pag nawala na ba ang guilt sa katawan ng asawa ko, ay tuluyan na itong magpapa kantot ng kung sinu sino?
Parang tumindig ang balahibo ko sa aking inisip, hindi ko alam kung sa takot ba o pananabik. Naramdaman kong nanginig ang kalamnan ko.
Pero biglang naputol ang aking agam-agam ng marinig kung tinatawag ako ng asawa ko habang umiiyak ito.
"Babe, huhuhu. You think I'm dirty? D'you think we still can return to the way we were before? I know you're just pretending to sleep. I'm so confused, tell me, am I still worth loving?"
(End of Chapter 6)