Patawarin mo syempre, for your own peace of mind, but that does not necessarily means na tatanggapin mo pa sya. Palayain mo sarili mo. Although it's hard kung may mga anak kayo kasi sila naman tlaga ang lubos na maapektohan. But personally, I believe that it is better that way, kesa naman you're trying to save your relationship kahit di ka na masaya kasi may lamat na. Sabi nga ni Cupid, love cannot live where there is no trust. And obviously, I don't think na kaya mo pang magtiwala ng buo after what happened, if ever you'll forgive her.